Its that time of year, and my heart still mourns the loss of my David. At times I wish that I didn’t feel this hurt, but than at other times, I’m glad I do. It means he was real. The only cliche that I can actually relate to is time heals all wounds. And time has helped to heal, but it can’t erase memories. And those can come on pretty strong at this time.
I do have a little bitterness, I gave birth to three babies. 3…I only have 2 to show for it. It stings.
I met a lady whos pregnant – very nice, and we’ve become quick friends. She doesn’t know about David, and I don’t want to mention it to her…she’s pregnant – my story is scary. I don’t want to scare pregnant people. The other day we were talkinga bout child birth – so I have to “blend” my stories. I wish I didn’t have too. but I do. Its the nice thing to do.
Sorry about the sad post – I’m just done for now
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Hi momma,
I am so sorry that your hurting and I am not there to give you a big squeeze. I can’t even imagine nor do I pretend to know what you’re going through. What I can do is tell you I love you and that you are a wonderful mother and friend.
I am sending you very warm hugs and I hope your mind eases some as the night goes on.
xxxooo